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Thu, 10 May 2012 08:12:49 -0400

iwritewithbottles: THIRTEEN THINGS - ELEPHANT PARADE …. Because...

Wed, 02 May 2012 07:54:23 -0400

THIRTEEN THINGS - ELEPHANT PARADE

…. Because I really like this song„ and because I really like the person I dedicated the song to <3

Two things (Emotions)

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 08:12:24 -0400

I knew to things:

One; There was a inextinguishable flame in my chest, that when enraged, caused agression darker than hell itself, and two; There was only one who could truly calm the flame, and leave embers, with nothing but a smiple kiss and and just a few words whispered.

Bitterfly and rumantics (lyrics)

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 06:31:28 -0400

So, so pretty
can’t you believe me?
I’m not trying to be funny
it’s just you, who’s too close to see
your pretty colored wings

Damn you, bitterfly,
drowning your sorrows in all your rumantics
stop pouring ink into your water
I know it’s tempting, and oh so fantastic
to don’t give a fuck about who you are
even if it’s just for a while

Stop flying so high, and come back down to earth
take it easy, and just breathe
there’s a flower in the field just for you
you just got to look in the mirror to see
you deserve it
just look at your pretty wings

Damn you, bitterfly,
drowning your sorrows in all your rumantics
stop pouring ink into your waters
I know it’s tempting, and oh so fantastic
to don’t give a fuck about who you are
even if it’s just for a while

Loosing to the waves (lyrics)

Wed, 21 Mar 2012 16:40:05 -0400

And as of now
I am so
so lost at sea
I’m so far gone
so far gone from “me”
The loving friend,
loving brother,
what everyone needs me to be

With a hundred faces looking at me
I’ve never felt so alone
Because now it’s drifted away
My heart is gone

Floating on a plank
I am far
far out at sea
the ship was wrecked
wrecked by a storm
started long before
I was even born
Waiting for desert land
far away from all

With a hundred faces looking at me
I’ve never felt so alone
Because now it’s drifted away
My heart is gone

The waves are winning this time
my ship, my heart, my mind
Slipping off the plank
floating now is hard
I see a light
I see a light deep, deep down
down there

Rose painted black (lyrics)

Wed, 21 Mar 2012 11:20:05 -0400

I’ve never felt this way before
it scares me
but I’ll always be here
I want to be a good person

A rose with
black painting
for those who don’t like
normal things
taint
I love you

I’ve got a horrifying past
it scares me
Promise me one thing
please don’t rip the picture

A rose with
black painting
for those who don’t like
normal things
taint
I love you

Your attraction to darkness
it scares me
please tell me
when something’s wrong
‘cause it’s you and I,
it’s us forever

The Better Place (lyrics)

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 16:40:05 -0400

Do you believe in ghosts?
Because, there has to be
a better place
at least for people like you
someplace, somwehere

For me
this is “the better place”
ever since you got here
Since the first time we crossed eyes
All I wanted to
was to protect you

You’ve got scars
I’ve got scars
let’s go to a better place
let’s just leave all this
behind, burried in our minds

For me
this is “the better place”
ever since you got here
Since the first time we crossed eyes
All I wanted to
was to protect you

I love you
I love you
And I don’t just write it down,
now I sing it out loud
I love you
so much
Just like that
just you and me
we will be
together
forever

Melancholic chain reaction (lyrics)

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 11:20:05 -0400

it appears
I am an ineffective drug
against your pain
It appears I am
I’m just another useless card
in this game of yours

You play with agressive candles
You play with a mind
lost to madness
You’re something so pretty
something so grim
the emptiness howls
but the monsters
growls

This melancholic chain reaction
Hush now, listen
listen to this lullaby
a lullaby sung
to the mad and the wicked
to the sad and the sickned
and the monsters inside

Playing with agressive candles
Playing with a mind
lost to madness
Something so, so pretty
something so grim
the emptiness howls
but the monsters
growls

Echo from the nothingness
Laughs from false harmonies

I’m bored„ and I have a camera.I’ve posted 6...

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 10:34:19 -0400

I’m bored„ and I have a camera.
I’ve posted 6 pics here now…. Holy shit„ I’ve never taken so many photos of myself <_<”

I AM SUCH AN EGOCENTRIC BASTARD Q-Q””’

Tower of Cards (lyrics)

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 16:41:05 -0400

I’ve made the biggest tower I could make
With everything in my deck
not even a single card up my sleeve
My hand is revealed
no pokerface from me
it’s a tear and a smile
the way it’s been, for quite a while

Look upon this tower
the tower I built for you
I used everything I had
to make it as perfect as I could
It might break and fall
any second now
So please help
help me save it all

I’ve got nothing to loose
But I have everything to gain
‘Cuz You’re all I have
And still I don’t have you
So put the final card on the top
or tear it all down
Right in front of everyone

Look upon this tower
the tower I built for you
I used everything I had
to make it as perfect as I could
It might break and fall
any second now
So please help
help me save it all

Black paper dove (lyrics)

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 11:20:00 -0400

Black paper dove
sitting in the window
watching
as the cars
pass by

lights flickers
as time floats around
room filled with boredom
soon we’ll all drown

black paper dove
watching the cars
as they
pass by
can they be caught?

lights flickers
as time floats around
room filled with boredom
soon we’ll all drown

Black paper dove
drowing in boredom
to tired to react
to fragile to withstand
black paper dove drowning
oh..
no..

“We’re magical” again~ I just thought the...

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 07:20:00 -0400

“We’re magical” again~

I just thought the recording was SOOO much better on this one (that was recorded almost at the start of that day, but oh well, I fucked up on the next dozen I guess x’D )

The lyrics are a tiiinny bit wrong in difference to the newest version (But I honestly haven’t descided wich version to use n_n’)
but this is sooo much more chill listening to, really.

And I don’t think I fuck up… Oo

ANYGAYS; ENJOY~ <3

Hospital Bed (Lyrics)

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 04:58:42 -0400

I’m not alone
but damn
I’m so lonely
I have no real reason
but damn
I am so afraid
I’m so unsure
I’m so insecure

because I sit here
in this classroom
full of people who despise me
And you lay there
in your hospital bed
full of people who help you
I want to be there too
I want to just lay there next to you

Right now
I feel
Like I’m chained to the floor
it’s pulling me
down
When I just want to run
Run to you
To be with you

because I sit here
in this classroom
full of people who despise me
And you lay there
in your hospital bed
full of people who help you
I want to be there too
I want to just lay there next to you

The Red King (Poem/Lyrics)

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 01:10:00 -0400

Is it this you feed on?
The thrilling ecstasy that comes from your guts,
that instant when you’re about to scream?
The urge to laugh,
when you’re so mad you don’t know whenever to punch yourself,
or someone else?
Do you enjoy feeling misserable?
Do you feel any happiness at all?
Don’t you feel sad?
Don’t you feel regret for the revolting things you do to everyone,
including yourself?
The blod shed from selfinflicted pain is the sweetest for you,
and scolding of your own back right after
is like milk to the chocolate for you.
it never ends, does it?
This eternal battle for the crown.
A battle between immortal unconsciousnesses.
Immortal until the castle falls apart.
I am King.
I am THE RED KING.

Summer (lyrics)

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 16:42:00 -0400

the last snow melts
the sun slowly rises
in the far wide horizon
warm breeze hits your face
we will do everything
hold my hand, we’ll go everywhere

now it’s soon summer
we’ll have time to spent together
again, again
rest your head
by mine
rest your heart
by mine

We’ll take things slow
And breathe in every moment
we have hand-in-hand
Like butterflies in the wi+nd
we are free to do anything
hold my hand, we can do anything

now it’s soon summer
we’ll have time to spent together
again, again
rest your head
by mine
rest your heart
by mine

Let’s make memories
Let’s take pictures
With fingers tangled up
let’s join hearts

Great idéa

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 15:08:12 -0400

I just had the GREATES IDÉA EVER…………

Think about a long, long scarf that you and your partner can wear AT THE SAME TIME….?
THAT’D BE CUTE, AYE? :33

… Or I might just be weird„ but NOTHING NEW THERE I GUESS :’D

The beauty of bruising (lyrics)

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 11:20:05 -0400

Wish I could wake up
Or at least turn this nigtmare to dreaming
All the pains, all the scars, all the screaming
Sometimes the bruising define my beauty
the world is trying to wash me down, down with my own tears

When I’m breathing
feels like I’m underwater
When I’m walking
feels like the ground is shaking
When I try smiling
the tears are pushing on
choking keep me alive

I beg the sirens leave me
or at least change the scenery
All the tearing, all the wrecking, all the bleeding
Sometimes the bruising define my beauty
the vermins of the world is feeding on my fears

When I’m breathing
feels like I’m underwater
When I’m walking
feels like the ground is shaking
When I try smiling
the tears are pushing on
choking keep me alive

I’m too afraid
I’m a renegade
Stuck in my own mind
left in that wasteland
beat up and torn down
choking keep me alive
Sometimes this bruising define my beauty

Bad-man (lyrics)

Sat, 17 Mar 2012 16:41:06 -0400

You think you look so smart,
think you look so cool
picking on the nerds, the loosers
at your school
- Why can’t you all just leave them alone?

This kid might have it tought enough
but a smile is something he can bluff
and you don’t have to be raised on superman, or batman
to know you are a big “bad-man”
-Why can’t you just leave that kid alone?

You think you look so smart,
think you look so cool
picking on the nerds, the loosers
at your school
- Why can’t you all just leave them alone?

Loneliness (lyrics)

Sat, 17 Mar 2012 11:20:06 -0400

Now again
yelled up and down
spending too much time inside
door locked, lights off
curling up in the middle of the room
nothing ever lasts,
cause everything’s so fucked

Such a wreck
Such a wreck
So lonely
So lonely
missing so much
missing so much
so, so much

sheets of paper
all over the floor
hands covered in ink
and multiple stains of tea
red, half-closed eyes, but
never close completely closed
rivers of loneliness down both cheeks

Such a wreck
Such a wreck
So lonely
So lonely
missing so much
missing so much
so, so much

looking at pictures
reading the texts
now such a mess
now such a mess
lonelieness
lonelieness

Yay, the first one I haven’t cried myself...

Sat, 17 Mar 2012 07:02:00 -0400

Yay, the first one I haven’t cried myself through!
….. Entirely… n_n’

Even though it’s not the best recording and time to record it etc (I JUST woke up, lol„ but I had an extreme urge to record this today :’D) „ I though I’d upload the first “almost OK” version C:

Seriously, this is so hard to record.
I haven’t even figured out how the guitar should go, what notes to sing, or where to place the words„ so every version is differently <_<
Geez, this song is IMPOSSIBRU!! D:

Oh well… Now you kinda get a GLIMPSE of how it should be~ C:
(I think I fucked up something around first ref„ but not sure… I think I hit the mic with the guitar, lol)

ANYGAYS„, ENJOY (as much as you can, lol)

———

Lyrics: “A walking perfection”

she is
a walking angel
her voice can kill a thousand pains
her smile can even stop your heart
with eyes wide open
she can even stop the clock
she’s a walking perfection

Her emotions; a hurricane
her thoughts; a carousel
everything always spinning
her mind is gone
she is a walking perfection
of God’s own prototypes
she is
a walking perfection

She is
a walking angel
scars and flaws hidden under her wings,
inner pain, hurting memories
monsters with sharp claws in her mind
she is
a walking perfection

———REF———

the hurricane rages
through all of the pages in our book
letters rearranged
papercuts from holding it together
All torn to a million pieces
Waterfall
each drop heals a cut

She is
a walking perfection
of God’s own prototypes
We’d all go through hell
just to get a glimpse of heaven
her eyes must open
to see the book in front of her
filled with blank pages for her to fill
‘cause why waste a life
on torn up paper and wasted space
when you can simply raise your pen
so take your time
I will wait
And when you’re ready
I will help you raise your pen
our pen
And let’s write a fairytale
Let’s write a fairytale
again